Hey HAPPY & PEOPLE!

As suggested by SHAUN KOH, I decided to sort of explain what's happening to me recently in our blog.

Your all know I graduated from ITE already and now ready to move on into my next education level at poly.

Firstly, My application wasn't successful as my GPA is 3.3 without cca points but with cca points then it adds up to 3.5. Unfortunately, the system only has my gpa without cca. Therefore, my application was unsuccessful.

My best friend Jolene followed me down to rp on the day or results to appeal for sonic arts, but the staff was unfriendly and also said there was no appeal for JPAE application in rp.

I felt super sad trying to hide my feelings all the way to and fro from rp. Tried controlling my feelings until at night, I could not control anymore I started to burst out and cry in the middle of the night, waking my poor parents up.

My dad then decided to take urgent leave to follow me to the other polys to appeal as well.

The following day, we went to rp, np and tp to try to appeal.
Rp, to appeal for sonic arts. It did not help very much even though we talked to one of their admin staff. All they just wanted to say is that they could not accept me cause no more vacancy already.

As for Np, even though i did not intend to go film sound and video course at np. I tried my luck as i knew the course manager through the open house. The course manager was really friendly, and could even joked with me. The admin staff there was friendly too, she told us that we could write the appeal letter on the spot and photo copied some of my ite documents including my testimonial and handed up to them on the spot.
But the waiting time for the appeal for np would be until end of this month to second week of april.

As for Tp, it was not as bad as rp. They told us to write the appeal letter, photo copy ite documents and so on to post it to them.

I felt very very very sad from that day on and could not sleep well at night. Everywhere I go or do I keep thinking what if i cannot go poly. I have sleepless nights and whever I thought of it I feel like crying.

That day also, one of my friend just send me jeremiah 29:11 verse. He knew that my application was unsuccessful but he did not know how sad I was. It shocked me. Ever since then jeremiah 29:11 kept appearing to me. I kept questioning god before i sleep and in the adoration room. I asked him, what about jeremiah 29:11. Why is this happening and all when you said that I have plans to prosper you and not to harm you.

I am very worried I cannot go poly, I don't want to go private. My parents not so rich, plus the bad economy makes it worst. My piano is neither here nor there. I scared I have no future. I only have an ite cert and it can't help me much or should i say it can't help me at all.

Please pray for me. I really really desperately need lots of prayers now. I pray that my appeal to np would be successful.

Anyways, if you guys have anything to say to me after reading this post, do msn me if i am online or sms me or give me a call. Thanks. I would appreciate it very much!

GOD BLESS